Beware, my dear friend Симорошка!Beware!
I'm not going to give up)
Today was not totally bad day, but extremely annoying and stressful because today was THE PUNISHMENT DAY. Yes, I know I was a sloth this week but it was sufficiently exhausting. And I've done only 4 workouts of 7 so I was punished. I was forced to wear all day cute or pinkish garments. It was not bad but more awkward because all my collegues was saying: "Oh! you are so beautyful/blooming/colorful". But with this outfit I was not able to feel myself as a serious person.
Also It is really not good that I can't enjoy or use all my power in a creative side of my life. Maybe I need more time or perhaps a little bit more inspiration. But Time is running out, there are a lot of work to do at my job and there are a lot thing to do at home. I think I almost squeezed Bwaaaaaaah! . But it's not that I worry about more. Some other stressful thoughts are knocking me out of the saddle.